It is time for me to start working on my animals. I mean I can do landscape and other stuff..thats like child's play to me. but I think I'm going to start trying people..HIISS!! PEOPLE ARE FREAKIN' HARD!!! I hate them!

During class in second period we did a what are you thinking/ right all period thing and I drew pictures to go alone with my emotion. I was thinking about college and how my portfoily is going to be hell to make. and also that poor KFC was bullied by mean old Subway..BAD SUBWAY BAD!!

ps. Is typos type up, forget them!

Something just hit me right between the eyes and punched my gut. I have to find something differnet then drawing, I mean I'll draw for fun but I can't make a living off of it..And also alot of art schools don't accept anime inless it is one of the best..Uggh I'm screwed..@_@

I beat a game that took five days outta my life..the game name is TALLS OF SYMPHOIA I think..and that sad thing is..it has replay Value ;_; There goes 10 days outtta my life..Its so fun and it like rare because you don't see to many anime games in America or in newport..THE STORY IT GOOD! And the characters are done well and also angel are not what you think, they lose every thing that made them, them like they can't see cold or heat, or breath, Can't remember can't think, lifeless beings with out a soul...I LOVE THIS GAME! -Bites the hands of the blockbuster people that try and take it.- NO!! NEVER!! Also in the beginning it makes you think that something that happened was great but it wasn't and a ancient hero is really bbaaadddd and that his sister is ____, Kero I force you to get this game, you'll love it just as much as zelda because it only on the gamecube!!

Okay thats me like going bye bye for now.

I'm tired of neopets, I hate it they are retarded and gay, I'm going to be starting a club where people know the truth about neopets, and the dubbed Inuyasha...Poor poor KiRARA and Shippou..Sad,no?

Neopets: First off, Neopets is sexist/and like sex relationshipest of something. It is a fact a proven fact that to join neopets and be a good member your art has to suck, really badly..and who the fuck types like this " h* *'M InU_yaSha23719872398123
mY P@ts Nms r KilAlA & (Fuck brains I mean.) $#*Pp0u & c@N u v0T 4 thm?????//??/??//???^_^"
I hate people like that, they can't type worth a rats ass or spell. I know I spell bad and I'm trying but them..They don't like to try at all, Good for nothin' working uptight can learn to type basterds!FACT TIME: did you know neopet admins ban gays/lez/bi people everyday because they don't like anyone strange.

Inuyasha:Stupid otaku around the world are calling their pets, 'Ship-OH' and Kilala? Also they are calling themselfs Kagome when their hair isn't black and they don't have the senct of a beautiful woman? I tired of people coming outta stores and going "Oh-my-god! Ship-Oh is so cute!!!11!!!!!!111!11!!!11!" I will slap someone if they dare say that again, or say, "Inu_Yasha is like such a hottie!!! -Horny Giggles.-" do you know ho odd it feels for a dude to hear that???? I bet you do. One other thing that bothers me is "Kikyou is such a bitch..-sneer,growl,heartattack.-" How whould you like if you died by the hands of someone you like? then comeback in a glay body and find him running around with another girl that looks somewhat like you, It'd be pissed if I was a girl. Point is: I hate Inuyasha now..its really sad on how many people think they know shit from the show.

I'd Be blessed if I came across one oekaki Just one little tiny one that didn't have bad Inuyasha posers/cosplayers and Neopet fanart.

PS: Sorry kero and jess, I know you both like neopets so very much but I've grown a hatred for it..Oh and I'm back and I want to go to alaska and Why am I still typing, should I stop now? I'm all bone and not tan. Mom should I go outside? I wonder..Can I turn blue..I want my goth rings damnit! I want my goth stuff now damnit! I'm going to a church camp..Hide me..My fingers hurt, I should stop. I mean really..-Takes one hand away, lets go..hand slams into the keyboard and starts typing this really long post that has nothing to do with anythign that I was typing about befor but I do have neopets..I really really do.- Oh and Ashley is a rich brat, bye.

I'm hating this, I'm hating everything about my drawings, I'm hating everything about myself..I'm about to say "Fuck it." and just stop. I'm getting tierd of sweating over picture that when they are done they look like crap, I'm done, through, finish, and just one more picture to go alone with this journal soon.

After that one picture I'm off DA because I don't like to envy people..I hate it and it makes me sick to my stomach. There are to many people that are good and are fucking jerks and only care about their damn selfs, and I don't understand how such jerks chould have such great talent..It sickens me..Well This is my last journal for, some period of time like a year or months..Who knows but the envy is stressing and crushing me...

This me saying, "One more picture and I'm saying fuck it." Goodbye jackasses.

(and I don't mean my friends or people that watch me.)